Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Leaving my shoes behind...

We are always told self realization is a concept that make life easier and more understandable ...
But well I cant help it but I usually smelt a lot of gas in the way this concept was explained...

However, today I guess I have some understanding of what it might mean ... not because I got hold of an awesome book but a great teacher called life...

Today, I feel I know a bit more about myself.. There were things I believed I could run away from and things that I thought did not effect me beyond certain boundaries ... but today when I look back and somehow connect a lot of things in my life with strong interconnections between things I thought were compartmentalized ... I can see logic to my choices and even to my irrationalities...

I somehow can even take a bit of an objective viewpoint... obviously I cant be totally objective ... as I am the involved party ... still it sometimes is good to leave your shoes behind ... and try and fit into someone else's ...