Everything normal but a heart filled with emotions that surface at the slightest of provocations...
Anger, an urge to rip the deceiver apart...
Rush of mushyness and a feeling of happiness in the heart...
Depression that grips the heart part by part...
Memories of the friendly moments that bring a smile and force the lips to part...
Past that tickles us and we wish for it to repeat often...
Life that brings the dreadfulness alive again...
Words that make one swell with satisfaction...
Recollections that make one tremble with fear...
Time and again we say we would start all over again...We would forget it all and have a clean slate...
Convinced that we would form new memories of happiness and depression, of love and heartbreak...
But again and again on an unexpected blue moon night it all comes back to haunt us with its marvel and creepiness, with its happiness and tears, with its endearments and curses...
We take refuge in 'human nature' for breaking our resolve...
We justify and re-justify, re-resolve, re-clean the slate...
But... Do we really wipe it clean enough??...
Can we ever let bygones really be bygones???
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